JUST MAYBE

"Our hearts have been made for you, O God, and they shall never rest until they rest in you."
— Augustine of Hippo

"To fall in love with God is the greatest romance; to seek him the greatest adventure; to find him, the greatest human achievement." "
— Augustine of Hippo

Sunday, May 2, 2010

CPR? Stubberness, Tempered, seeking...

I don't know how to feel right now. I miss my PAPA a lot. I don't even know if I can enter into a conversation with Him, or if He will let me.

I feel like something new and challenging is on the way....

I am going through a hard time of CPR....it hurts to start my heart back up again. So much has changed, for the better, for the worst.

I have learned something HUGE about myself, and I don't think "finding who you are" will ever stop not until you meet up with your PAPA someday.

I want to cry and scream, but I want people to know that I want to be a women of strength and faith. That I know I have faults and insecurities. But I am a good person, one worth getting to know, and I'm worth a great deal....

I don't know how I feel, so I don't know who to write............Writers block....sigh.

1 comment:

J.K. English said...

hey cass- i love your heart expressed so freely..He has given you such a heart of tenderness, a compassion for other broken vessels..keep it up ok? I'd like to check in every once in a while if that's ok with you?

...And you will FIND me when you SEEK me with ALL your HEART!

Consider this

"It takes the Glory of God to conceal a matter....and the honor of kings to search it out."

"If it's [love] for sale...then it is not love"